fullsizerenderThe need for approval has constantly badgered me. This monster has always taken control of my insecurities and constantly shattered my confidence where ever and when ever I’ve been or doing.

With this in mind my desire to seek approval means my life is continually lead behind a mask.

 

 

 

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When you walk into a room and you smell perfume there is no one there but you know someone has been there.

When you see how feet have worn a path before you have followed it.

When you feel the smoothness of a rock as people take their moment.

Hearing the echoes of voices in the distance.

I believe man’s spirit deserves to be celebrated.

When I was a teenager I was an angry teenager. I looked at the world and saw the injustice and felt unable to do anything to stop theses things happening.
As a grown man and in the middle of my age, I still feel angry with what is happening in this world. I’ve tried to changed that world without much success but I have never tried to change me.
When you stop being angry is when you change yourself not the world.
You are happy but the world is still in turmoil.
Be true and angry or change yourself and be happy. Your choice.

We are told that if you do something wrong the consequences are bad, Hell. We therefore live in fear. 
If we do something good then nice things happen we go to heaven. We are happy with this. 
The biggest sinner in this world we are told is Satan the devil. Now should we ‘pray’ for this soul, as everyone had a chance of redemption. The problem is if the devil repents his sins and gets to heaven there is no more Hell. Nothing left to be frightene